The hard week continues. Off to PMH to see the liver doctor. We wait for 2 hours. Notice I am not talking about anything that happened in the morning. Nothing happened in the morning. We did not exist. We finally get in to see the doctor. But it is not Dr. Gallinger, but someone called [...]

This is a quiet day. We hang out, eat, talk. Friends write and call. Pretty much nothing of import takes place. We are getting ready for the next day, psychologically. Don’t think they are going to do much other than talk to us about what is coming up. We are numb. I think that is [...]

Wake up with a smashing headache. So maybe the liquid diet is not so hot after all. Not allowed to eat or drink past midnight. Colonoscopy is at 1:00PM. Keep away from me, I am going to be grouchy all day. My sister called yesterday advising me to eat very little and carefully after the [...]

Appointment with a Doctor Erin Kennedy at 10:20. She has a fancy title that appears to let us know that she knows wherefore she speaks. Colonoscopy already set for the next day, even before we have our chat. As I said, this is going to be a very hard week. We are ushered into the [...]

I start the day very tentatively. Not sure if the runs are gone or not. Still a lot of gas but little else. Janet went downstairs a short while ago. I follow suit. Have a small breakfast. Don’t trust my body today. We are going to Kali and David’s for brunch, Nancy and Anne Sutherland [...]

Another good day. Had a great breakfast Have no felt this good since this thing started. If I did not know better, I would swear that I was on the mend. Janet is off to Pilates. Dev is at work. We are going to the market when she gets home. I have the runs. What [...]

Go to work at Monarch. Yama wants me to go in and hang out a bit. Do a bit of work, Ron wants to have lunch but he has to go to a meeting first. I should know better but agree and hang out for another 45 minutes or so. He is, of course, nowhere [...]

Get up and have breakfast. Ensure, egg, bread and jam. And I can eat the whole thing. Is my appetite back? The day was OK but ends on a downer. Thinking too much. I crash. Go to bed early. Everyone is calling. Paulee, Leslie, Fetneh, Morris, Frank. I went out for a coffee with Morris. [...]

In good spirits. I keep the car. I have a great day. Rest at noon again, but end the day in great shape. Taking things one day at a time. This makes it 2 good days in a row. Rob comes over to smoke a cigar. We have a great conversation. We talk about the [...]

Janet is going back to work this week while appointments are being arranged. We drive in to work, and I go to see Monarch to do some work. It is good to be out. We have made a decision that I should graze all day. Eat small bits of food, but eat all the time. [...]

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