Who knew these bastards have such an effect on a person.
Today is Neulasta day. You can almost feel the energy draining from your body. Have I been compensating? Trying harder to make a go of things? Or do I really get this weak? It is truly a maddening set of circumstances.
My prescription was not ready. [...]

Monday, Nov 23
Had an appointment to see the surgeon, Dr. Erin Kennedy. She was ecstatic. Have never seen her so amazingly cheerful. You look great she says. Have you seen your CT Scan report? Yes, we say, met with Dr. Hedley. Don’t pay any attention to it, she says. The increased size of the tumours [...]

Not easy.
I have spent a lifetime helping others with no expectations. I have not been the centre of attention. In spite of how extroverted I appear to be, I am not comfortable being the centre of attention. I started doing the family laundry at the age of 15. I would help my mother vacuum. Wash [...]

I am getting a lot of offers to take these off my hands. So many people willing to sacrifice themselves to save me. It is enough to make you look for ulterior motives.
I have a request to make of Fetneh. Next time you come over, no Chaussons. We have to avoid a war. Instead, how about one [...]